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My life is very…. complex

Add comment April 4th, 2000

"My life is very… complex."

That's what Michael Keaton said (as Bruce Wayne) in the movie Batman… At the time I certainly related to what he said. Now I'm relating to it even more.

Eleven months ago, you may remember me mentioning a lady in the UK who I was getting along with extremely well. So well, in fact, that she was going to move out to Australia, and I was trying to help her by attempting to set her up with some work when she got her. But it didn't work out for a number of reasons. Well, she's back… She contacted me on Sunday, telling me that now that I was single again, she wanted to try 'us' again… She's living in New Zealand now, and has already booked a flight over here for the 20th April, which is only 8 days away.

Moving to New Zealand?

Add comment April 1st, 2000

Do you remember me saying this in my last entry? "…wants me to change focus completely, so that she's the subject of it. I can't do that."

I was wrong.

She was here over the Easter weekend - which was only a week ago. For the entire time leading up to her arrival, and then the first 3-4 days of her being here, I rejected everything that she offered. I told her I was in love with someone else. I told her I didn't feel what she felt. I told her that she'd best not expect too much or she would get disappointed. I was a monster. I was mean and horrible. But she came, she saw, and she conquered.


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