May 5th, 2000
I've been going through a period of adjustment these past few days. I didn't realise it until just a few minutes ago, and once I realised it, I had to write about it in here.
For a long time now, I've been a devotee of the selfish attitude, where you do things only for your personal happiness - as long as it does not detract from the happiness of others. Well, something is changing in my life. And I think I'm happy about it.
Let me go back to a beginning…
May 1st, 2000
One of my 'many fans' asked me tonight on ICQ why I hadn't updated the journal for a while. I told them that even though a few things had happened, it was because I hadn't had much to say. However, I guess that's not entirely true. The main reason I hadn't written about it in here is because I hadn't been much in the mood for writing. The creative aspect of my writing isn't something I can whip up every night, no matter how hard I try. Life is generally dull and boring - not just for me, but for most people - and it's often quite a challenge to find something interesting in your life and describe it in ways that will have people coming back for more. I like to think that I have an easier job than most, because my life is quite often more exciting than most people's… but it could just be in the way I describe it…
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