December 28th, 2004
So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
Ans so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
Another year over… What an interesting year it's been.
It's been a year of some amazing growth inside of me, growing up in many ways. Learning how to care less and achieve more. Want less and gain more. It's been a year of letting go and just letting life be as it wants to be.
December 19th, 2004
Someone asked me on a dating site today why I hadn't found that someone special yet. My reply was….
Good question… why haven't I found someone special?
I think it's because I'm wanting to retain who I am. I have no desire to become what someone else wants. Most relationships are based on 'compromise', and while that's all well and good, I'm not one to compromise who I am and the life that's suitable for me. There's a common saying amongst many men when they talk about their partner - "she who must be obeyed".
December 5th, 2004
As I created this new December entry section, and moved November into the 2004 Archives, I realised that another year is almost over and I'll soon be making a 2005 Archives. Wow.
On the 29th, when Passionfruit was in hospital having an operation, it was my birthday. Relatively uneventful as such, although I got some nice gifts from some (thanks!). I'm 38 now. I used to be happy that at 37 I was still closer to 35. But now that I'm 38, I'm closer to 40. *sigh* At least I still have that youthful mind - I don't think that will ever change.
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